A Sad Weekend

An unexpected death in the family has had me going to funeral homes and funeral services, all the while fitting them in between previous committments.  To make matters worse, the Hubs is on a fishing trip and I am braving these events on my own.  Tonight I am sitting here alone, trying to figure out the meaning behind losing a 36 year old dynamo.  I'm not getting any closer to understanding it, but maybe time will help.